Poem for the soul

I have a feeling to share. A poem written by me, Suleiman sadiq.  Titled
       
          THE WOMAN OF MY DREAM

I feel so sick from inside
It feels as if am drunk
drunk on the bitter taste of your heart.,

I feel pale when I think,
that I ever promised to love you forever.

The word disgust is too weak
and the word disrespect is too plain
for a woman who stole all my happiness!
Maybe pain and hurt were written in my faith,
I wish i never saw you on that fateful day.

You are stunning,
but your actions are deceiving,
You are amazingly beautiful,
but your actions are sinful.
Still, I relied on my eyes and heart
and kept on loving you, So blindly and truly.
I feel victimized for trusting you,
and for that, i hate you.